A new side

So I've become one of them who starts my sentence with, my....says..blablabla..
And that's not a good thing I would say. So, SNAP, I'm out of it!

I'm thinking about what I'm going to do with my life. Why I'm here and can I make a change?
Wetter I can or can't it's more the journey to the answer than the answer straight out that interests me. And again with the thinking. My brain's maybe on overload. Nah, that's not possible. But I've set my brain on summertime! So sunshine, come on, I'm ready now!

But first, here's a few winter pics from my album; Even though these pictures are almost 4 years old it still seems like yesterday.. I took them on a trip to Hemsedal with Christine and her colleagues from Color Line in 2005!




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December

The winter takes form and the cold air is all around me. I faced the ice the other day, and the result from that is a sprained ankle and crutches. But I am still smiling and happy even tho I am humping my way around.

But December is a month filled with a lot of good stuff and food! It is one of my favorites. People tend to chill out and smell the roses. And some even notice that it exists people around them and smile to them. It is always nice to be met with a smile. The worst thing is people who do not smile. It is not hard and you can make a day brighter for another person. It is so easy, so come on!

Anyways it is the last month in 2008 and it is also my birthday on the 11th. I will then be 27, so give it to me good! The year that has passed has been a good one in many ways. I got a job that I like, met a lot people and made some good friends that I always will have close to my heart and love! And I recently moved to Vika with Lena.
Tho I have been through rough times this years, my dad died the 1th of October and that is hard for me and my family. I miss him so much and had a break down the other day. I saw a TV-show where the father comforted his daughter and it just hit me in the heart and I started to cry a little.
This show, Friday Night Lights, is a warm show with a lot of heart. It is one show to watch!

As far as my love life goes.. The time will show what is in store for me! And to be honest it is a little crazy at the moment. It is all these men who resurface.
I can say that I am ready for a real relationship, but you have to show me that you are real! One of my flaws is that I quickly lose focus and just move on. I do not dwell on things or situations. And I am good at just going back inside my world like nothing has happened. But this should maybe be a sign for not being interested!
But I think life is interesting, and that it serves you a lot of opportunities and chances if you just take them. Never the less is it sad to regret over things or stuff I did not do or say when I get older.

So now I sit here at work, with my leg on the counter and a pain that is not good can I say. But still happy. It is soon Christmas and then New Years, and suddenly it is 2009. So hang on to yourself and shake it down! This is the time for craziness and fun. Bring out your happy spirits and make someone smile!



Copyright © 2008 Lady AhY

Winter time..

Here comes a new season. Every year it is the same. But it is still a surprise to everybody. The wind twirls and the leaves fall. But the colors, oh so beautiful!

I must say that this is the beginning of something great! This time around I hope I am smarter and more aware of whats coming to me. I have opened up my mind and soul for what is coming. Now I know what I have been searching for all these years. It is this thing we call love. The feeling of being appreciated and genuinely loved by someone else. Not someone that wants to change me, just to make me better and all the best I can be. To bring out my glow and shine. The one that never judge me, but take me for who I am. And all that comes with it.
I know I have my flaws, but that is whats makes me me. All my little things and gadgets. I must say that I really starting to love myself again. Not becoming Self ridged. But just more aware about how capable I really am.

I have had years where I have been unsatisfied with myself and my world. But now this winter 08, it is coming back. Everything has shifted, uplifted and brought me back to life again. I do not know how, I just feel this inside. This life is to short to regret and think about things. Action say more than thousand words. And according to Ernest Hemingway you can say it with only six words.

So here is my story; "Life is grand, so live it!"

Do remember to be grateful for everything that comes your way and never regret the things you have done. What is done it is done, and it stays in the past forever and ever!


Copyright © 2008 Lady AhY