The coloring day.

I've been having these weird dreams lately about people in my life and situations. So when I wake up in the morning I had problems with separating dreams and reality. I've always been the one who's more than mediocre creative, so there's been times when I've believed so much in one thing that I actually thought it has happened. I'm not sure if we can call these little stories white lies or just plain lies. But the thing is that in my head I truly believe them. And I gladly tell them to others without so much as a doubt in my mind. But I've been confronted a few times, by others who remember better.

All day I sit here at work looking at people and surfing the web. To be honest, some of the humans on this planet are freakishly weird and strange. Would you, when you're at the gym go to the reception and ask for lost and found because you didn't remember to bring your own shorts and borrow a sweaty one? NO, no, no, no that's disgusting i tell you! Once and for all, please don't do that, it's not OK! And it's not sanitary!

Is it OK to tell a lie when it benefits the other person?




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Honesty

For the time being I do wonder about the honesty in people. Are they really what they say they are or is it all just a disguise?

How many stories is there about people who scam others? I saw an article about a rich woman being scammed by a gigolo! How can you be so stupid that you give away millions? I see that we should trust and see the good in people, but hey - do not be naive or stupid! And for you who are dishonest, get a grip!

Anyways, this comes back to yourselves some day. Like me, I am a little to fast to judge a situation. But that is because I do not always remember to trust my intuition! So from now, I will try to remember this!
The only thing I demand is honesty. If this is not something you can do, there is just no use for me in you life. We all have these "white-lies" and "short-cuts". But if you can not share your thoughts with your closest friends, who will ever listen?

I also have a few small things to sort out inside this head of mine. All my thoughts and analyzing will some day give me agony and headaches. And it is already a little bit to much. So I will chill and mellow down to save myself from hurting me...

Just remember it all comes out in the light some day!


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People

I am not really sure how to say this without me seeming cold or harsh, but some people are just to much to handle. Why do they not understand simple words? Is it me that is unclear?

These games people play. I must say that I do not really understand why. Yes, excitement is very exciting and mystery is a great fun and attractive. But in the end it will just drive someone away. I am now 26, will be 27 years in December and I am not getting younger. Even though I am not old at all. It feels like my years just fly away. My life is filled with memories of a life that I would not have been without. And me as a person would not have been the same if I did not experienced these things I have.
As it has come to me no one would be the person he or she is today if it was not for the life they have lived. All the people you meet and things that happens in one life. It has an impact on how you will be as a person. Take myself for example, I have been trough a lot. So in general I try to be a better person, but sometimes my mind just overload and I snap a little.
And I have to say that I am surprised over all the stupidity in this world we live in.

But in all this we find a place in our hearts to be happy and positive. And in my mind for as long as you stay optimistic it will all sort it selves out.
As the same for finding someone special. I am not sure about that either. To trust someone with your heart is not an easy thing to do. Neither is it for sure!
But I really hope that you guys or if you are men enough to call you men, know what you are doing. So teach what you preach and always say what you mean!
I do not know why so many of you are assholes, and I know we women do wrong sometimes as well. But we are generally just trying to be good to the one. But the things is that i wonder how you can treat a women this way. Why do you want to have a bad reputation?

Anyways we can all have bad days, but still keep it real and do not be haters!

It is all LOVE!!


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